Pondering

I lay in bed wondering were i went wrong and what i could do from know on to be able to redeem myself... But all my thoughts just take me to a place were i once promised myself never to go back to again! I cant Hold My Tears Back! I Smile and everyone believes that im fine, but inside theres a girl who needs to be rescued, a girl who is longing for happiness. I still remember when he looked in to my eyes and promised me that he was going to be there "Always", but we are young and are easily convinced to want something else. I Just Hope One Day Hell Look back on this and realize the huge mistake he has done.