Friday, July 16, 2010

Surprise Surprise


So Today Was A Pretty Amazing Fantastic Extraordinary Day!! Yes Once Again I Walked Almost A mile To reach my destination "Once Again". But I Don't Regret, It What So Ever! Heheh I Swung On The Swings && Had Little More Photography Sessions With Nature :). And To Top It Off I Had An Amazing Surprise Today'<33

"The Playground Brings Back So Many Memories and desires of Being a Kid Again"
I remember when all i wanted was to go play and jump around. When No Worries or sadness reached unless it was a bout a candy! (; Its Crazy How through out the years we grow up and learn what worries and what true sadness is! Don't We all wish we were little once again? to go back to the time were your mom's kisses fixed everything!? and were nothing mattered but besides you and that teddy bear you hugged at night? All These Questions when the real question is...Why? Why, when were little we wish to grow up so fast?! But as Soon As We do, the first thing in our minds Is "I Wish I Was Little Again"



"So many broken dreams at such little age, broken hearts, broken trust" what else could be broken. I Look In To The Sky and think about all I've been through. I Hope To Be happy One Day...and i hope that the only thing left unbroken remains that way "My Hope"

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

A Bit Of Excitement!


So Today Could Have Not Gone Any better yes a bit exhausting but Amazing! I got To take some pics that were pretty descent and hanged out wit one of the most amazing friend i have! Ive Been Very Sad These Past Couple Of days but today made up for all those other days of sadness! One thing i have learned over the phew years I've lived... Friends can be two things a hypocrite or someone very important in your life! and for me i guess i can say i have a phew of both! But Today, Today I had one of my closest friend there for me! To make me smile and have fun walking almost a mile or so to the park (x.

This Sign For Some Odd Reason Meant more to me than just a sign today. I Looked at it and it made me think. We all Have Downfalls In Life Some Just Make Us Stop everything around us! and some just completely destroy us. But I realized today that the whole world has stops! But There Not Stops There merely Pauses in our life! They are part of living. Cars Stop To be safe, but us, unlike cars we have Halts in life 'So we could Learn!" we all need them and we all need downfalls otherwise this whole world would be taken for granted and what would be of us than.




Thees Are A Couple Of More Pictures I Took! (:
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Monday, July 12, 2010

Memories


Although this place has brought me pain and sorrow.... I Cant stop thinking how beutifull it really iss. Memories haunt me day and night. I Lay in my room staring at my roof thinking of all ive been through... a sharp pain through my chest begins to pierce through my heart! Tear's begin to fall.. I curl up in a little ball and scream into my pillow! That i secretely wish it was you every night! I Closee My Eyess and begin to remeber everything we went through and all we could have been! The Memories of what once was US! haunt mee! It hurtss I dont know how to delete them!

Pondering

I lay in bed wondering were i went wrong and what i could do from know on to be able to redeem myself... But all my thoughts just take me to a place were i once promised myself never to go back to again! I cant Hold My Tears Back! I Smile and everyone believes that im fine, but inside theres a girl who needs to be rescued, a girl who is longing for happiness. I still remember when he looked in to my eyes and promised me that he was going to be there "Always", but we are young and are easily convinced to want something else. I Just Hope One Day Hell Look back on this and realize the huge mistake he has done.